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All By Myself

There’s so many people ‘round me

Still I feel so alone…

Sitting here on my own, just

Waiting by the phone

For a call, or maybe at least a message

Tellin me I’ma be alright, right?

Yeah, right… but I ain’t that blessed…

I’m tired

Tired of being that one guy, that one go-to guy

Who’s got no one to go-to,

Why

Does it even have to be this way?

And even though I’m so damn strong

Why do I have to feel the pain

Be the one to put away…

Bury all of me, under the sea, of my own tears

Just so I can see

Through the fake smiles of my peers

Trying to be,

There for them

Just so they don’t do something stupid

Like taking their lives… blaming cupid

Trying to make their lives right,

Living in the limelight, fooling them

Into thinking, I’m the happiest man alive…

You don’t know me

I hide my pain well

Everytime I feel alone, I sit all by myself

Huh… like I have a choice…

Feel the pain in my voice

As I listen to you

Give you advice, advice I don’t even listen to

A heart so full of pain, a mind so deep in love

I’m always looking out for you

Although no one ever does the same

I would take the blame, but it seems like a curse

Been alone all my life, no one’s ever bothered to change, it

I feel like I’m drowning in an ocean, of emotion

Looking for that hand to hold on, pull me up

So I can know what it feels like

To love and be loved, but that won’t happen

Why is it so hard for me, to experience love in its ecstasy

Everyone around me has it, yet to me it’s just woven fantasy

Distraught,

Sometimes I can’t even see through the pain

So much beauty in this world, none of it tagged with my name

I came, I taught, and sooner than you know I’ll go away

I may, have changed a lot, but I’ll remain the same

To me, to you, to everyone I’ve known

I may have grown to 21

But inside my heart I am a stillborn

Sometimes I just sit back, crack a Jack, and sit and wonder

If there is anybody out there that sees the blunder,

Sees through me, into my pain, into my suffocating

Take me away, Lord, take me now, I’m here and waiting

I’ve done enough with nothing done for me I’m losing patience

My life’s been a roller-coaster of disappointing cravings

Like I haven’t been through enough, to keep seeing silver linings

But what the fuck am I supposed to do when there just aint none!

C’mon, change my mind, I challenge you, If you could you might do

I want someone to be there for me just like I do, all the time

Sitting hours on end listening to them whine, when I know they don’t give a rats ass

And any stinkin’ point of time…

I hope you understand my ranting banter through all the canker

I’m trying to make some sense of it, but it really doesn’t matter

What I have to say, because in a few days, these words will fade in space…

And no one here will ever remember, my date, my time and place.

Life and People

You want to know the secret to true happiness? I have it. And It has helped me for years. It has helped me stay sane, positive and unbelievably joyous :)

And what I’m going to do is share this secret with you. I assure you it’s not easy to do, but it’s easy to get used to once you do it.

1. Don’t judge people. You don’t know why they are how they are or why they’re behaving how they are at any particular moment. So don’t try to come to a conclusion about the person. Help them if they need help, amuse them if they need amusement.

2. Don’t compare your life to someone elses. You don’t know what they’ve been through. Don’t say or think that your life is worse than anyone elses, in fact, think that your life is a lot better than anyone elses. The universe helps those who help themselves. Remember that. Your future is in your mind, don’t let negative thoughts ruin it.

3. Be a pro at detecting the silver linings in everything.

4. Set some time aside everyday to do something that you love the most. Even if it means spending time with that special someone.

5. Watch a comedy show. Scrubs is recommended. Life lessons plus humor = Happy you.

6. Smile whenever you can. Don’t stifle a smile in any case. Let it out, let it spread. :)

7. Say something nice to someone you don’t like. You wont believe how happy that will make you, let alone them.

8. GAME! lol… it works for me! A-grade stress buster.

9. Don’t complain. Everyone has problems, the person you’re complaining to has problems too. Don’t add to theirs by dumping your burdens on them. Problems are problems for a reason, they’re like tests meant for you to solve. Asking someone for help should be considered cheating. Don’t complain. Even if you’re in the worst situation imaginable, if you think you have it in control, you do!

10. Be there for anyone who needs it, but don’t be dependent on people being there for you. As long as you have yourself every problem can be solved.

Jenny (2011)

I’m meeting Jenny and I show up at her front door

The lights are on but her mum and dad, they’re not home

And I was just trying to find a way inside

I see you up in your room (Just walking around)

Girl, I’ll be seeing you soon (Why don’t you come down?)

And she touches like this, cuz she knows I like that

And I kiss her pink lips, and she kisses right back

Babe let’s do it like this, cuz you like it like that

I feel your fingertips dig, right into my back

The sound of your moans is melody for this track

That’s how I know that…

That’s how you need it!

Yes, that’s how, that’s how she needs it!

Jenny said she wouldn’t wait for me for so long

I couldn’t get there on time; it looks like she’s gone

And I’m just standing here feeling so alone

And then she walked into sight (She was in the store)

We’re gonna have a good night (I’m going to make sure)

And she touches like this, cuz she knows I like that

And I kiss her pink lips, and she kisses right back

Babe let’s do it like this, cuz you like it like that

I feel your fingertips dig, right into my back

The sound of your moans is melody for this track

That’s how I know that…

That’s how you need it!

Yes, that’s how, that’s how she needs it!

The way she’s holding me, yeah I can tell she wants more

I’ve got her hips and back against the front door

And I’m just overwhelmed by the warmth inside

Oh babe it’s feeling so good (It’s feeling so great)

Its feeling just like it should (Just how we like it)

And she touches like this, cuz she knows I like that

And I kiss her pink lips, and she kisses right back

Babe let’s do it like this, cuz you like it like that

I feel your fingertips dig, right into my back

The sound of your moans is melody for this track

That’s how I know that…

That’s how you need it!

Yes, that’s how, that’s how she needs it!

I’ll give you all that you need (you’ve ever wanted)

In thoughts and words and in deed (you’ll have it all babe)

I just wanna be freed (and when my heart breaks)

Just don’t you leave me to bleed (you should know that when)

You touch me like this, mm yeah I like that

Your tender pink lips, when you kiss me right back

We do it like this, cuz you like it like that

Love your fingertips digging right into my back

The sound of your moans is melody for this track

That’s how I know that…

That’s how you do it!

And she touches like this, cuz she knows I like that

And I kiss her pink lips, and she kisses right back

Babe let’s do it like this, cuz you like it like that

I feel your fingertips dig, right into my back

The sound of your moans is melody for this track

That’s how I know that…

That’s how you need it!

Yes, that’s how, that’s how she needs it!